My darling it was my birthday yesterday and you should have been with your family being part of our love.  Your cousins are three now and you would love them.  Tia is 11 and football mad.  I think you may have been our little pink princess.  Mummy gave me a picture she had made where my photo and yours were like a drawing but i was holding you.  I never had a real photo of us together.  I feel so stressed out today and wanting you Sophia.  I wanted you to be Nanny’s little girl and do loads of stuff with you.  I hope you know my darling how much we all love you eternally.  This was all so unfair snd if love could have brought you back you would have flown into our arms.